Pretty simple here. I've never had a job I've liked. I tolerate them. I may like the peeps at the job, but never the job itself. I get a little sad/jealous when I hear that other folks have had jobs they enjoyed. I don't get resentful towards them or act like a jerk or nothing. My jobs have always been just a way to get food and shelter & have a stable life.

Every now and then I think about splitting from my office-type jobs and either get into illustration, cooking, or possibly even teaching.

But I have a wife, a house, and eventually kids and I love all 3 of those [although the kids are imaginary at this point]. So I want to keep them. So I don't feel like its responsible to take risks.

Sometimes I feel more optimistic about getting a job I like, but today I'm a little pessimistic.

I do understand that I do have control & can use my time more effectively to develop my skills and projects after work. It just ain't easy.

I think typing this is making me feel better.

Thank you Journal 'O mine.

Peace